Missing my Orthoman

We are still apart
separated by miles and miles
and he comes to see me in a few weeks.
I really miss him.
This whole leaving everything for the
Orthoman I love
is a very multi-layered endeavour;
the newness of our love
the huge transition of moving and loss
the communication as we work on
laying the foundation for our
God willing future marriage
it's wonderful, overwhelming/exhausting and
I am finding,
worth it all for the Orthoman
that I have been given.